Showing posts with label dark. Show all posts
Showing posts with label dark. Show all posts
Tuesday, June 11, 2013
एक हादसा..!!
कल रात छत पर
फलक की जानिब
टकटकी बाँधे
सियाह चादरों तले
सितारों का खेल देखा
कुछ मद्धिम कुछ उजले
कुछ सर उठाए कुछ कुचले
सब अपनी रोशनी में
छुपे अंधेरों पर
रोते-बिलखते से दिखे
जब शायर ने
किसी नाज़नीं के निगाहों
को सितारा लिखा था
सारे कैसे एक साथ
मुस्कुराए थे,
तभी अचानक
एक हादसा हुआ
हाँ, हादसा ही तो था
धू-धू कर मेरे अरमान जले थे
ख्वाबोँ का बेरहम क़त्ल हुआ था
चाँद पर भी शायद खून सवार था
तभी एक सितारा दूर कहीं
मेरे नाम का टूटा था
और
सभी ने सोचा
कोई दुआ क़ुबूल हुई ।
Monday, December 31, 2012
एक वो रात ऐसी थी..
रुख्सार पर भी उसके मुस्कुराहटें थीं खेलती
हुजूम-ए-अश्क़ से तर दामन था एक वो रात ऐसी थी ।
चिराग-ए-मुर्दा था वहाँ इन्सानियत का अक्स
रोशनी भी थी शर्मसार एक वो रात ऐसी थी ।
एक बेजान होती चीख़ और वो आह-ए-आतशी
आबरू थी बेहिजाब एक वो रात ऐसी थी ।
बेपरवाह था शहर औ नुक्कड़ों पे कानून के वो बुत
बने सब बेहया तमाशबीं एक वो रात ऐसी थी ।
चन्द एक हंगामों से सही हम ज़मीर के हमज़बाँ हुए
धधकती अब तलक है आग एक वो रात ऐसी थी ।
बाद-ए-मर्ग के भी पाँव कफ़न में है हिल रहा
फ़रिश्ते भी थे कश्मकश में एक वो रात ऐसी थी।
करो एक पल तो एहसास वो ख़लिश-ए-ख़ार ऐ अहले वतन
हमसे ही कुछ रुख्सत हुआ एक वो रात ऐसी थी ।
Sunday, August 19, 2012
A Tormentor...
On the agonized path of
my deserted life
a lurching stride
took me to a poignancy
where I coaxed to my pains
but they rebuffed
they wanted me to be
with the same somber nights
and a false aura of love,
Where those pipe dreams
were there to ravage
my soul,
with all the despondence
I just kept on
strolling,
lightening bolts continued
to flash across the sky,
accidentally I witnessed
a distraught cloud
that was torn asunder,
gulping sobs of grief
I still went on
crooning
with the same
nagging pain,
and a tattered heart
of mine.
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Saturday, May 19, 2012
a firefly...
a firefly
instills a life within a few wombs
enlivening some souls
dying in the dark
patting a few sobbing hearts
rejuvenating some weary strides
a firefly keeps glittering on.
vanishing some scars on psyche
making forget all those pangs
freeing from some fetters
burning somewhere within
illuminating the vibes yet
a firefly keeps glittering on
quenching the thirst of pursuing fellows
stimulating a few latent desires
measuring the limitless depth of gloom
a firefly keeps glittering on
embracing all the compassions
imbibing all the sorrows
sprouting some brand new hopes
a firefly keeps glittering on.
Thursday, February 23, 2012
ये मेरी धूमिल होती रेखाएँ..
ये मेरी धूमिल होती रेखाएँ
ये टूटती और जुड़ती आशाएँ
अब दम तोड़ रही हैं
शायद इस घुटन का अंत अब सन्निकट है,
शायद,
प्राणवायु इससे छिन सी गयी है,
अब तो कुछ शब्द भी विकृत हो चले हैं
अब बदल रही हैं कुछ परिभाषाएँ
ये मेरी धूमिल होती रेखाएँ..
सुदूर किसी बंजर के जर्जर होते
घरौदों में
कुछ किरणों की आस संजोया था कभी
सूरज की आभा भी रुष्ट है अब इनसे,
थके-हारे क़दमों से
ये असीमित दूरियां नापता मैं
और,
ह्रदय के किन्हीं कोनों से उठती ये
आत्मीय संवेदनाएँ,
अतीत का अधिकार मेरे वर्तमान पर
इस विमूढ़ मन की
मृतप्राय सी होती आकांक्षाएँ,
ये मेरी धूमिल होती रेखाएँ..
उन दो टूक शब्दों की विचित्र सी
वो लालसा,
दो घड़ी में पूरा जीवन जी लेने का
वो अभीष्ट,
वो पत्तों के सरसराने मात्र से
चक्रवातों का सा संशय,
अश्रुधाराओं में डूबता-उतराता मैं
बस तुमको ही सुनता फिर,
मूक बन जाता,
किसी छद्म आश्रय पर फलती-फूलती
कुछ चंचल अमर-लताएं,
ये मेरी धूमिल होती रेखाएँ..
अब ये राहें दौड़ती हैं
मैं एकटक इन्हें निहारता रह जाता हूँ,
सब मेरे होने का आभाष कराते हैं
पर मैं स्वयं को ढूंढता रह जाता हूँ,
स्वविचारों से ही विद्रोह करती ये मेरी
नीरस होती कविताएँ,
ये मेरी और पूर्णतया मेरी अपनी
धूमिल होती रेखाएँ..
Thursday, November 11, 2010
another DAY...
Just now
I realized somewhere deep inside of me
another DAY has gone
without saying a word to me
I keep on moping around
why does it happen to me...
but as always I never find an answer
and then
leaving me with all
unanswered questions
another DAY has gone...
When you are here
I feel so content
even with your silence
they say its childish
but I have been finding the purest
reality in all these
definitely its going to hurt me
still I carry on
nothing really matters at all
and then
promising a false glimpse of yours
another DAY has gone...
I know I am in dark all the way
not any hope seems to get me out of this
but your dreamy presence
for an instance even
lights up all my surroundings
somewhere it means a lot to me
when you say
see you again
I feel like having another life
and then
proving all my dreams,
merely a dream
another DAY has gone...
You are not going to be mine
this is what my destiny holds
but an unknown feeling keeps
all my hopes alive
I never want to know
that won't be fulfilled
and then
giving me a lovely reason to live again
another DAY has gone...
Friday, August 27, 2010
every NIGHT when...
Every night when
I try to close my eyes
someone takes me away
in a wonderland kind of
Where everyone has
a different identity
like I have never ever seen before
People were together
not for any worldly desire
but they were completing each other
the sun was shining there
but with a strange grace
winds were blowing there
but with a loving rhythm
birds were chirping there
but with a amazing exuberance
rivers were flowing there
but with a hope to be lost
in the ocean of love
There were
No grudges
No grievances
No jealousy
No cut throat competition
All it was around
was the LOVE
the sacred LOVE
the unconditional LOVE
without any manipulated definitions
without any self made limitations
Every night
when I try to close my eyes
It does happen to me
and every night
I wish that
the night never comes to an end
because beyond this dream world
everything is a delusion for me
No one has even a moment
to share it with me
It saddens me all the time
But sun has to arise
I have to awake
a brand new morning awaits for me
with some promising hopes
and momentary pleasures
don't know why
but I am indifferent to all
and I know it has to go on
perhaps its called reality
but I love that tiny space of mine
with no boundaries
where someone awaits for me
Every night when
try to close my eyes..!!!
Every night when...
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Friday, May 07, 2010
an INSIGHT..!!!
with a calm night
A cheerful cause
with my eternal plight
A musical dawn
with my jinxed twilight
A pondering dark
with my fainting light
A dying hope
with my unknown fright
Some hurtful memories
with my endless flight
A vouch for an illusion
with my diminishing
worldly appetite
A perpetual reluctance
with my false delight
Nothing I possess
but a stoic SOUL to ignite...
Raj Nagar, Ghaziabad
Raj Nagar, Ghaziabad, Uttar Pradesh, India
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