Showing posts with label remembrances. Show all posts
Showing posts with label remembrances. Show all posts

Monday, December 01, 2014

एक क़तरा : ज़िन्दगी

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ज़िन्दगी
शबनम के शफ़्फ़ाफ़ क़तरे सी
किसी सुबह एक ज़र्द पत्ते पर
यूँ सर रखे कुछ नासाज़ मिली
शायद अर्श से फ़र्श तक के
सफ़र और रास्तों से ख़ाइफ़ थी
जिस्म तप रहा था
आँखें बेसबब बन्द हुई जाती थीं
सब पिछले वाक़यात सिलसिलेवार
किसी किताब के पन्नों के मानिंद
ज़हन पर दस्तक देने लगे
मानो जैसे हश्र का दिन हो
कुछ कहे पर मलाल
कुछ अनकहे पर सवाल
हालातों से हलकान कभी
ख़ुशियों पर इत्मिनान भी कभी
गाहे-बगाहे पाकीज़गी की आज़माईश भी
ख़ुद को खोने-पाने की गुँजाइश भी थी
तभी एक सफ़हे पे निगाह थमी
वो मुड़ा-तुड़ा सा ज़रूर था
हर्फ़ भी जैसे बेतरतीब बिखरे पड़े
किन्हीं ज़हनसीब हाथों के लम्स को
उम्र भर के तरसे हुए थे
शायद कोई क़रीब आते-आते
फ़ासलों में गुम हुआ था
तभी महक अब तलक उन्हीं
सफ़्हों में क़ैद है
ख़ैर,ये कारवाँ कब रुके हैं
जो तब रुकते
एक अन्जाम तो लाज़मी था
वही जो कभी फ़िज़ाओं की शोख़ी से
लरजते पत्तों पर खिलखिलाती बूँदें
वही जो आज ज़मीं पे ज़र्द पड़े
पत्ते पे बेज़ुबान पर शायद सुक़ूँमंद बूँदें
यही तो तक़्मील उस बूँद की थी
फ़लक के अब्र से ज़मीं की तहों तक

Tuesday, March 19, 2013

Amidst an OASIS..




                         With the galloping strides
                         of onward caravan
                         I got snarled up
                         in a forlorn web,
                         the moment I awoke
                         out of the blue
                         found myself amidst an OASIS,
                         with some paralyzed hopes,
                         a perplexed heart,
                         despondent psyche,
                         and an astonished soul
                         Those smothering vibes
                         evoked me to plunge into
                         a mirage of earthy yearnings,
                         I kind of did so
                         but left with some poignant memories,
                         some humane desires
                         brooding heart, and
                         I craved for the enlightenment
                         every now and then
                         a brook soaked me all over then,
                         and I shone in a strange way
                         in that OASIS.  
                          
                        
                        

Sunday, August 19, 2012

A Tormentor...




                                           On the agonized path of
                                           my deserted life
                                           a lurching stride 
                                           took me to a poignancy
                                           where I coaxed to my pains
                                           but they rebuffed
                                           they wanted me to be
                                           with the same somber nights
                                           and a false aura of love,
                                           Where those pipe dreams
                                           were there to ravage
                                           my soul,
                                           with all the despondence
                                           I just kept on
                                           strolling,
                                           lightening bolts continued
                                           to flash across the sky,
                                           accidentally I witnessed
                                           a distraught cloud
                                           that was torn asunder,
                                           gulping sobs of grief
                                           I still went on 
                                          crooning
                                          with the same 
                                          nagging pain,
                                          and a tattered heart
                                          of mine.

Tuesday, March 02, 2010

TOWARDS THE ULTIMATE HEALING..!!!




This(TITLE OF POST) is what i kept on pondering about, during past few days...because i happened to go somewhere i found an ultimate truth of LIFE...
What is this..?? Let's try to find it out..
I just believe in simple saying that goes like..

WHAT YOU ARE; NEVER ENDS,WHAT YOU HAVE; DOES...

Incidentally i realized it and i would say anyone can if  he wants.Right from our birth we keep swinging between some losses and gains too definitely and it is our perception which categorizes these losses and gains regarding their worth.What is the best and what is the worst perhaps you are the best to assess. Still i would like to say everything we get out of our life could not be measured  that how much worth it is,SOME THINGS NEVER DEMAND THEIR VALUE.They are beyond these norms. 
When we lose such kind of possessions anyhow,it really makes a big difference,then we need healing.
When we have the cure but wounds are remain same,then we need healing..
When  we start saying to ourselves that circumstances are going against us,then we need healing...
When something is beside us but we are totally numb to feel the presence,then we need healing....
when the remembrances start causing pain inside of us,then we need healing.....
The healing i referred above is the ultimate healing.It takes us far away from all sufferings.To get this healing all we need to do is start believing in ourselves.
How..............????????
I will try to find it out too...