Showing posts with label dream. Show all posts
Showing posts with label dream. Show all posts

Tuesday, July 29, 2014

Tulika..

Applying that wet handkerchief on the forehead, i tended to plunge into the past, involuntarily.
"Vivek, for god sake! just stop behaving like a little kid!"
Please, take medicines and go to sleep, honey!

Hell no, I'm not gonna take any damn medicine anymore, that's all. You have no freaking idea but you are nothing short of a panacea to me. How on earth these so called medicines will cure me then (with a teasing wink).
Gosh! You are blazing like anything with 104 degrees, still can't you stop letting out your tricky cheesy lines? (with love soaked anger).
You know it very well my sweetie-pie, that I can't help it.
(Grinning devilishly).
See, the mighty pen of a poet, running blood into the veins and brimming romanticism within me can never be restrained. They only can if...........!
Shut up! you never think of, what to say, don't you? She just stopped me to utter anymore putting her fingers on my lips.
Tulika!
hmmm.... (with teary eyes)
I wanna say something..
Yeah, please..
If you were not in my life, I could never imagine those tears as valuable as pearls and those blisses as stars.At times I wish this fever not to come to end, my forehead remains on fire, then your loving aroma of being around and your silky hands on my forehead inculcates those myriad reasons within me to weave those loveful verses.
Oh! got you..those poems are more important to you than my love and care,aren't they? Huh..!
No way! with a teasing smile, he said.
The thing is, it's you who makes my beat skip and that birdies of my heart fly to the horizons just to pick those glitters and die to tag them onto your immaculate attire. This is how poem sprouts by its own, I do nothing darling! So, now do you believe these poetry of mine is nothing but the embodiment of your being. Don't you?
Oh God! you know, you are just impossible. (blushing helplessly)
Whose hubby i am, after all.(winks)
With the trailing off,she was into my arms, He, then realized how one can complete one's whole world with this loving gesture.

Tulika! Tulika! .........!
Voice weakens and reality bumps in, ruthlessly.
She is not gonna respond you vivek, go sleep. He murmured and starts peeping through the window..
9 years..
it's been 9 long years when her giggles used to reverberate through each and every corner of this house and how did this time limit it merely to my heart now.
Sigh..!!!
Sipping the coffee he keeps on pondering..
Instead of sharing my life with anyone else after the departure of her, I decided to live it all alone, whatever it took so far, Who cares.
'Tulika' is no more in my life today, but under that Gulmohar tree that is standing still in that corner of the park,at the bus stop nearby my place, in those teary and blissful letters, with every single cup of tea in the mornings, at the dinner table of every night, in every single folds of my bed and above of all these, she is more than lively and alive everywhere in my soul.
When it was around, didn't make me feel incomplete even in my dreams and they say she is not there anymore still I feel so complete with that eternal love.

Tuesday, March 19, 2013

Amidst an OASIS..




                         With the galloping strides
                         of onward caravan
                         I got snarled up
                         in a forlorn web,
                         the moment I awoke
                         out of the blue
                         found myself amidst an OASIS,
                         with some paralyzed hopes,
                         a perplexed heart,
                         despondent psyche,
                         and an astonished soul
                         Those smothering vibes
                         evoked me to plunge into
                         a mirage of earthy yearnings,
                         I kind of did so
                         but left with some poignant memories,
                         some humane desires
                         brooding heart, and
                         I craved for the enlightenment
                         every now and then
                         a brook soaked me all over then,
                         and I shone in a strange way
                         in that OASIS.  
                          
                        
                        

Saturday, May 19, 2012

a firefly...




                                 a firefly
                                 instills a life within a few wombs
                                 enlivening some souls
                                 dying in the dark
                                 patting a few sobbing hearts
                                 rejuvenating some weary strides
                                 a firefly keeps glittering on.

                                 vanishing some scars on psyche
                                 making forget all those pangs
                                 freeing from some fetters
                                 burning somewhere within
                                 illuminating the vibes yet
                                 a firefly keeps glittering on

                                 quenching the thirst of pursuing fellows
                                 stimulating a few latent desires
                                 measuring the limitless depth of gloom
                                 a firefly keeps glittering on

                                 embracing all the compassions
                                 imbibing all the sorrows
                                 sprouting some brand new hopes
                                 a firefly keeps glittering on.   
                               

Saturday, February 18, 2012

a BRIDGELESS chasm..



                                      I still relive that moment
                                      You stepped in,
                                      We laughed
                                      We cried
                                      but together,
                                      We dreamed
                                      We realized
                                      but together,
                                      This proximity became farther
                                      for it was
                                      a bridgeless chasm..
                                      Those joined hands
                                      and nomad hearts
                                      Those oblivious steps
                                      and bubbling hopes
                                      just craved for eternity
                                      but they stumbled        
                                      and distances widened
                                      all the efforts for the oneness
                                      turned futile
                                      for it was
                                      a bridgeless chasm..
                                      I didn't know
                                      whys and hows
                                      I just went on and on
                                      but you left me
                                      unanswered
                                      with a twitching 'WHY'
                                      I embraced that behest too,
                                      doors were deadlocked
                                      and my knocks
                                      trailed off
                                      for it was
                                      a bridgeless chasm..
                                      Now I am blessed with
                                      pangs and pleasures both
                                      so what, if
                                      I chased a shadow
                                      this hide and seek
                                      infused a zeal into me
                                      to walk alone
                                      at times,
                                      Perhaps someone may
                                      bridge the gap
                                      but profoundly
                                      No one can,
                                      for it is
                                      a bridgeless chasm..



























Saturday, January 14, 2012

LoVe : an ANSWER with no question



                                     Something prods somewhere
                                     suddenly
                                     everything  starts rattling
                                     on the dreamy track
                                     but sounds like
                                     a percussionist's passion
                                     turning into a soulful melody
                                     We start getting captivated
                                     and steadily plunge into
                                     the enticing spell,
                                     we crave for it
                                      to last forever
                                      The mist blocks
                                       the ways
                                       and the nature
                                       starts chilling out all
                                       but it muffles all the way
                                       to make us feel
                                       that everlasting warmth
                                       The wind gets blowing on
                                        relentlessly
                                        and leaves every single leaf
                                        in a gruelling pain
                                        and they end up with
                                        nibbling to death
                                        for the reincarnation
                                        and it is like salvation
                                        The sun sets everything on fire
                                        we are left thirsty
                                        despite being amidst
                                        all the worldly possessions
                                        but it appeases all the desires
                                        It rains and
                                        wipes all dreams out
                                        thunders weaken all the hopes
                                        every drop jabs into the soul
                                        but it appears like
                                        a rainbow
                                        that makes us forget all
                                        and invites to embrace
                                        this divine happening
                                        When a nomad heart
                                        finds a place to live on
                                        when the moments deny
                                        to move on
                                        then we realize that
                                        this is how a soul completes
                                        another one
                                        and we are least bothered
                                        about all  known unknown
                                        All I can say
                                        this must be love
                                        because we still are not so sure
                                        about the question
                                        but what we own,
                                        is our answer
                                        So its LoVe
                                        an ANSWER with no question..
                                                           
                                    

Thursday, November 11, 2010

another DAY...






                                                 Just now
                                                 I realized somewhere deep inside of me
                                                another DAY has gone
                                                without saying a word to me
                                                I keep on moping around
                                                why does it happen to me...
                                                but as always I never find an answer
                                                and then
                                                leaving me with all
                                                unanswered questions
                                                another DAY has gone...


                                                When you are here
                                                 I feel so content
                                                 even with your silence
                                                 they say its childish
                                                 but I have been finding the purest
                                                 reality in all these
                                                 definitely its going to hurt me
                                                 still I carry on
                                                 nothing really matters at all
                                                 and then
                                                 promising a false glimpse of yours
                                                 another DAY has gone...

                                             
                                                I know I am in dark all the way
                                                not any hope seems to get me out of this
                                                but your dreamy presence
                                                for an instance even
                                                lights up all my surroundings
                                                somewhere it means a lot to me
                                                when you say
                                                see you again
                                                I feel like having another life
                                                and then
                                                proving all my dreams,
                                                merely a dream
                                                another DAY has gone...


                                               You are not going to be mine
                                                this is what my destiny holds
                                                but an unknown feeling keeps
                                                all my hopes alive
                                                I never want to know
                                                that won't be fulfilled
                                                and then
                                                giving me a lovely reason to live again
                                                another DAY has gone...                            

Friday, August 27, 2010

every NIGHT when...



                                         Every night when
                                         I try to close my eyes
                                         someone takes me away
                                         in a wonderland kind of
                                         Where everyone has
                                         a different identity
                                         like I have never ever seen before
                                         People were together
                                         not for any worldly desire
                                         but they were completing each other
                                         the sun was shining there
                                         but with a strange grace
                                         winds were blowing there
                                         but with a loving rhythm
                                         birds were chirping there
                                         but with a amazing exuberance
                                         rivers were flowing there
                                         but with a hope to be lost
                                         in the ocean of love
                                         There were
                                         No grudges
                                         No grievances
                                         No jealousy 
                                         No cut throat competition
                                         All it was around
                                         was the LOVE
                                         the sacred LOVE
                                         the unconditional LOVE
                                         without any manipulated definitions
                                         without any self made limitations
                                         Every night
                                         when I try to close my eyes
                                         It does happen to me
                                         and every night
                                         I wish that
                                         the night never comes to an end
                                         because beyond this dream world
                                         everything is a delusion for me
                                         No one has even a moment
                                         to share it with me
                                         It saddens me all the time
                                         But sun has to arise
                                         I have to awake
                                         a brand new morning awaits for me
                                         with some promising hopes
                                         and momentary pleasures
                                         don't know why
                                         but I am indifferent to all
                                         and I know it has to go on
                                         perhaps its called reality
                                         but I love that tiny space of mine
                                         with no boundaries
                                         where someone awaits for me
                                         Every night when
                                         try to close my eyes..!!!
                                         Every night when...

Wednesday, February 03, 2010

INTO THE REALM OF A FANTASY...

I RUN AFTER A DREAM...

                                did you see me perspiring..??
                                                 perhaps, you didn't.... ever...



every night when,
                            heart quieten my mind,
my eyes get almost blind,
                            i keep sailing upstream,

                                             cause I RUN AFTER A DREAM;



i just can't bring them back,
                                           but they have thrown me out of whack,
 i neglect this world's scream,
                                    
                                           cause I RUN AFTER A DREAM;



feelings find the place to vent up,
                                                  i just become dumb and deaf,
a yawning gap is in between,
                                            
                                           cause I RUN AFTER A DREAM;


 

I'm losing that was never mine,
                                                  still committing this innocent crime,
all i can pursue are my shoulders to lean,
                                                   cause I RUN AFTER A DREAM;





I love to be with virtual reality,
                                                    never ask any other fidelity,
how indifferent it's been,
                                      
                                              cause I RUN AFTER A DREAM..!!!