how could I..???

                                                   
                                               It was a road to NOWHERE
                                               still
                                               we began...
                                               and went on
                                               holding hands of one another
                                               with some false hopes
                                               deep in the heart
                                               until a turn is reached
                                               with some new promising vibes
                                               YOU moved on...
                                               but HOW COULD I..???

                                               I looked into your eyes
                                               imploringly,
                                               they rebuffed me
                                               silently,
                                               I was left alone then
                                               YOU called it off
                                               but HOW COULD I..???

                                               How live moments those were
                                               when we were together
                                               you always used to give me a reason
                                               to live,
                                               and I used to crave for the same,
                                               I vividly  remember all that
                                               perhaps YOU forgot
                                               but HOW COULD I..???

                                               All the premonitions started
                                               turning into celebrations,
                                               I myself never thought of repercussions,
                                               I vouched for you
                                               somewhere YOU proved me wrong,
                                               but HOW COULD I..???

                                                A wave of solitude
                                               swept over me,
                                               I just stood still
                                               kept on waiting for a glimpse;
                                               by the passage of time
                                               I was startled to find you
                                               beside me,
                                               you said not to be bothered about that..
                                               YOU did,
                                               but HOW COULD I..???