Friday, August 27, 2010

every NIGHT when...



                                         Every night when
                                         I try to close my eyes
                                         someone takes me away
                                         in a wonderland kind of
                                         Where everyone has
                                         a different identity
                                         like I have never ever seen before
                                         People were together
                                         not for any worldly desire
                                         but they were completing each other
                                         the sun was shining there
                                         but with a strange grace
                                         winds were blowing there
                                         but with a loving rhythm
                                         birds were chirping there
                                         but with a amazing exuberance
                                         rivers were flowing there
                                         but with a hope to be lost
                                         in the ocean of love
                                         There were
                                         No grudges
                                         No grievances
                                         No jealousy 
                                         No cut throat competition
                                         All it was around
                                         was the LOVE
                                         the sacred LOVE
                                         the unconditional LOVE
                                         without any manipulated definitions
                                         without any self made limitations
                                         Every night
                                         when I try to close my eyes
                                         It does happen to me
                                         and every night
                                         I wish that
                                         the night never comes to an end
                                         because beyond this dream world
                                         everything is a delusion for me
                                         No one has even a moment
                                         to share it with me
                                         It saddens me all the time
                                         But sun has to arise
                                         I have to awake
                                         a brand new morning awaits for me
                                         with some promising hopes
                                         and momentary pleasures
                                         don't know why
                                         but I am indifferent to all
                                         and I know it has to go on
                                         perhaps its called reality
                                         but I love that tiny space of mine
                                         with no boundaries
                                         where someone awaits for me
                                         Every night when
                                         try to close my eyes..!!!
                                         Every night when...

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

it HURTS..!!!





                                                              When I walk alone
                                                               I feel a pat on my shoulders
                                                               all of a sudden
                                                               I look back stratled
                                                               it's the same who
                                                               I ever dreamed of
                                                               but I see an unknown grief
                                                               in her eyes
                                                               It really hurts...
                                                               

                                                              We just stroll along
                                                               I seem to splutter
                                                               that's why I decide
                                                               better to keep quiet
                                                               she utters
                                                               I am in a trance
                                                               I wish if this
                                                               moment never ends
                                                               but when she has no words
                                                               It really hurts...


                                                               I try to hold her hands
                                                               but I can't find myself
                                                               to dare even
                                                               because she is so immaculate
                                                               but when she starts
                                                               moving away
                                                               It really hurts...


                                                              A part of me always
                                                              expects her to be here
                                                              in fact I find her
                                                              beside me sometimes
                                                              but when I come to know
                                                              it's a pipe dream
                                                              It really hurts...


                                                              I don't know
                                                              what the love is all about
                                                              but I do know
                                                              how does it feel
                                                              to live with some false hopes
                                                              I don't know
                                                              how she could be mine
                                                              but I do know
                                                              I am made for her
                                                              when someone says
                                                              things don't work
                                                              the way you think                                              
                                                              It really hurts...

Friday, July 02, 2010

a RAY OF HOPE..!!!




                                Winds have changed the directions now,
                                even sunshine gives the pain,
                                the things I used to be thoughtful with
                                now threatens me again and again..
                                still if I am alive
                                just because of a ray of hope;

                                I found it a strange place,
                                where I somehow stepped in with grace,
                                paths are innumerable ,
                                but I am lost with just no trace,
                                still if I am standing here
                                just because of a ray of hope;

                                Now even shadow is defying me
                                without any reason,
                                it all seems to me nothing more than
                                a delusion,
                                still if could manage to move on
                                just because of  a ray of hope;

                                Now I am asked to wait,
                                but it is not all about my fate,
                                I just got to step out of this
                                unknown territory's gate,
                                and I will prove myself
                                someday with the same RAY OF HOPE..

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

it RAINED.....!!!

                                          

                                                               A fine day...
                                                        when I was walking down
                                                        the memory lane;
                                                        when you passed by me
                                                        and I got insane
                                                        when with all my losing hopes......
                                                         it RAINED..!!!

                                                         When you were getting
                                                          beyond my reach,
                                                          when I tried so hard
                                                          to call you back,
                                                          when you kept on vanishing
                                                          somewhere in the horizon;
                                                          when with all my faded feelings
                                                          it RAINED..!!!

                                                          When they wanted me to smile,
                                                           I did..
                                                           when they wanted me to speak,
                                                           I did..
                                                           when they wanted me to sing,
                                                           I did it too,
                                                           but with all these pretensions;
                                                           it RAINED..!!!

                                                           They say I am soaked,
                                                           but don't know why...
                                                           I am still craving for
                                                           that bunch of clouds to come.......
                                                           so that I could say again.....
                                                           it RAINED..!!!
                                            

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

how could I..???

                                                   
                                               It was a road to NOWHERE
                                               still
                                               we began...
                                               and went on
                                               holding hands of one another
                                               with some false hopes
                                               deep in the heart
                                               until a turn is reached
                                               with some new promising vibes
                                               YOU moved on...
                                               but HOW COULD I..???

                                               I looked into your eyes
                                               imploringly,
                                               they rebuffed me
                                               silently,
                                               I was left alone then
                                               YOU called it off
                                               but HOW COULD I..???

                                               How live moments those were
                                               when we were together
                                               you always used to give me a reason
                                               to live,
                                               and I used to crave for the same,
                                               I vividly  remember all that
                                               perhaps YOU forgot
                                               but HOW COULD I..???

                                               All the premonitions started
                                               turning into celebrations,
                                               I myself never thought of repercussions,
                                               I vouched for you
                                               somewhere YOU proved me wrong,
                                               but HOW COULD I..???

                                                A wave of solitude
                                               swept over me,
                                               I just stood still
                                               kept on waiting for a glimpse;
                                               by the passage of time
                                               I was startled to find you
                                               beside me,
                                               you said not to be bothered about that..
                                               YOU did,
                                               but HOW COULD I..???

Saturday, May 08, 2010

whenever...!!!

                                                          whenever I climb,
                                                          I  slip down
                                                          but the thing keeps inspiring me
                                                          to  carry on
                                                          is your LOVE
                                                          which is all around;
                                          
                                                      *          *            *                *
            
                                                          whenever I am in need
                                                          I feel so lonely
                                                          but the thing makes me fulfilled
                                                          is your tender care
                                                          so closely;
                                                      *          *            *                *

                                                          whenever I feel blue
                                                          I get helpless for a while
                                                          but the thing makes me blissful
                                                          is your touch
                                                          with your smile;
                                    
                                                       *         *            *            *

                                                         whenever I feel lagging
                                                         I feel low always
                                                         but the thing makes me leading                
                                                         is your saying
                                                         like a sage;

                                                       *          *            *                *
                                            
                                                         whenever I walk alone
                                                         I feel so incomplete
                                                         inside of me
                                                         but the thing makes me complete
                                                         is your invisible shadow
                                                         stands beside me...

Friday, May 07, 2010

an INSIGHT..!!!



 

                                                           My sleepless eyes
                                                           with a calm night
                                                           A cheerful cause
                                                           with my eternal plight
                                                           A musical dawn
                                                           with my jinxed twilight
                                                           A pondering dark
                                                           with my fainting light
                                                           A dying hope
                                                           with my unknown fright
                                                           Some hurtful memories
                                                           with my endless flight
                                                            A vouch for an illusion
                                                           with my diminishing
                                                           worldly appetite
                                                           A perpetual reluctance
                                                           with my false delight
                                                           Nothing I possess
                                                           but a stoic SOUL to ignite...