Friday, August 27, 2010

every NIGHT when...



                                         Every night when
                                         I try to close my eyes
                                         someone takes me away
                                         in a wonderland kind of
                                         Where everyone has
                                         a different identity
                                         like I have never ever seen before
                                         People were together
                                         not for any worldly desire
                                         but they were completing each other
                                         the sun was shining there
                                         but with a strange grace
                                         winds were blowing there
                                         but with a loving rhythm
                                         birds were chirping there
                                         but with a amazing exuberance
                                         rivers were flowing there
                                         but with a hope to be lost
                                         in the ocean of love
                                         There were
                                         No grudges
                                         No grievances
                                         No jealousy 
                                         No cut throat competition
                                         All it was around
                                         was the LOVE
                                         the sacred LOVE
                                         the unconditional LOVE
                                         without any manipulated definitions
                                         without any self made limitations
                                         Every night
                                         when I try to close my eyes
                                         It does happen to me
                                         and every night
                                         I wish that
                                         the night never comes to an end
                                         because beyond this dream world
                                         everything is a delusion for me
                                         No one has even a moment
                                         to share it with me
                                         It saddens me all the time
                                         But sun has to arise
                                         I have to awake
                                         a brand new morning awaits for me
                                         with some promising hopes
                                         and momentary pleasures
                                         don't know why
                                         but I am indifferent to all
                                         and I know it has to go on
                                         perhaps its called reality
                                         but I love that tiny space of mine
                                         with no boundaries
                                         where someone awaits for me
                                         Every night when
                                         try to close my eyes..!!!
                                         Every night when...

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

it HURTS..!!!





                                                              When I walk alone
                                                               I feel a pat on my shoulders
                                                               all of a sudden
                                                               I look back stratled
                                                               it's the same who
                                                               I ever dreamed of
                                                               but I see an unknown grief
                                                               in her eyes
                                                               It really hurts...
                                                               

                                                              We just stroll along
                                                               I seem to splutter
                                                               that's why I decide
                                                               better to keep quiet
                                                               she utters
                                                               I am in a trance
                                                               I wish if this
                                                               moment never ends
                                                               but when she has no words
                                                               It really hurts...


                                                               I try to hold her hands
                                                               but I can't find myself
                                                               to dare even
                                                               because she is so immaculate
                                                               but when she starts
                                                               moving away
                                                               It really hurts...


                                                              A part of me always
                                                              expects her to be here
                                                              in fact I find her
                                                              beside me sometimes
                                                              but when I come to know
                                                              it's a pipe dream
                                                              It really hurts...


                                                              I don't know
                                                              what the love is all about
                                                              but I do know
                                                              how does it feel
                                                              to live with some false hopes
                                                              I don't know
                                                              how she could be mine
                                                              but I do know
                                                              I am made for her
                                                              when someone says
                                                              things don't work
                                                              the way you think                                              
                                                              It really hurts...